A Brave Step

I did it. I requested my records from Ewan's birth. I should receive them in about a week. Am I prepared for what I will find?

Probably not.

But, I need to see them. Something is compelling me to see them. Alan thinks I am completely crazy to want to see them.  I know that I need to to be able to move on.

This is something I've been thinking about doing for awhile now and I have finally taken the steps necessary to help me in this healing process.