So, I saw my ob this morning and talked to her about my concerns with the c-section. And, she was really understanding about it and told me that as long as I realize the risks and sign off on not wearing the compression hose, then I don't have to. You have no idea how happy that makes me because with my ob in PA, they would've just been like well we'll worry about it when the time comes and I would be stuck.
I know you all probably think I'm nuts for freaking out so badly, but I've come to realize through my therapy for post-partum and prenatal depression that a large part of the reason for it is how upset/angry I am over Ewan's birth and how that's come into play now since I've been thrown into the same situation all over again without really having a chance to come to terms with Ewan's birth.
This is a huge relief for me since I've been waking up at night freaking out over it. Maybe now I'll be able to get some decent sleep, well as much as I can being almost 8 months pregnant!